This part of your brain is dead anyway.

 

In addition to the concern that I may wake up without a nose after surgery I was also concerned about what could happen to my brain. It had been explained to me that in order to be sure that all cancer cells were removed the section of my brain that was in contact with the tumor would have to be removed as well. The idea that part of my brain would be removed was alarming.

I addressed this concern with my Neurosurgeon the week before my surgery. The frontal lobe is responsible for many things such as: memory, personality, motor function, higher order functions, planning, reasoning, judgment, and impulse control. When I looked at each one of these things and thought of the possibility of losing that function it is very frightening. I would imagine waking up from surgery and the possibility of not knowing who I am, who my parents are, who my boyfriend is, or no control over my basic motor functions.

My doctor listened to my reservations and at the end he pulled up an image from my MRI, and pointed to the part of my brain that would be removed. He said, “Do you see this part here that is a little bit darker?” I nodded. “Well, that part of your brain is dead anyway.” Then he looked back at me before continuing, “and, you seem to be fine.”

 

 

 

Even though he was right, and I am fine, I still use it as an excuse when applicable. If I make a mistake on something I usually say, “Well, you know a section of my brain was removed.” I find it to be quite helpful.

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16.04 | 10:33

WOW! What an exciting read. I'm so glad you find humor in all of that craziness lol
I admire the heck outta you!

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26.03 | 11:20

I recall a happy fun person who use too work across the hallway from me. At the Flatirons mall, I hope and pray life still can be as it was for you then!

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26.03 | 01:31

I recall a happy fun person who use too work across the hallway from me. At the Flatirons mall, I hope and pray life still can be as it was for you then!

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18.09 | 15:17

hmmmm so... you have a few "issues".... gottcha... :)

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